I thought about you alot today, more than I should.

I think that people don't get me. why does she have mood swings
why does she get frustrated easily..etc.


Truth is im almost always on the verge of crying. It takes everything in me every day not to break down into tears.

things that I could blow off before suddenly tear at me and break me down, im now exhausted all the time. I just need someone to sit with me, who will eat dinner in silence and watch tv. someone who will ask how my day was and truly care to listen Even when i break down and cry over no one sitting next to me in class.

I feel like no one can relate to me no one knows how i feel. maybe ill just keep pretending and one day it really will be ok.

maybe.