life.

Life can be so simply beautiful.

I miss you. I know i have told you that a million times these past few days.
I try and go on with my day and not let the little things bother me but they do.
I try not to cry myself to sleep every night and i have been very good about it lately.
everything is I. I am a very selfish person.
One of the things that i learned from you is to put others before yourself and i have not done that lately.
it will get better.
when you left me I was mad how could you leave all this mess for us to clean up. I know you are happy now, and that i have my own personal gaurdian angel watching over me.
Thank you.
I love you.
I miss our late night talks over nachos and CSI. how you always said i could never wisk right, my wrist never worked that way. How when i was little iw ould wake up in the morning and go get in bed with you and you would warm my feet up. you always warmed my feet up it didnt matter how cold they were. I loved that abut you.
I will come visit you soon. for your birthday, but will contiune to talk to you every day.
i Think i talk to you more now than before, i hope you dont mind.

I LOVE YOU.
sweet dreams.