"I'm not the one you sweep off her feet, lead her up the stairwell"


But baby, you hardly even notice When I try to show you this song It's meant to keep you From doin' what you're supposed to Like wakin' up too early Maybe we could sleep in I'll make you banana pancakes

The telephone singing, ringing, it's too early Don't pick it up We don't need to We got everything we need right here And everything we need is enough It's just so easy When the whole world fits inside of your arms Do we really need to pay attention to the alarm Wake up slow, wake up slow

enough

I am not enough

not..

smart enough for this college thing

skinny enough

brave enough

self-confident enough

awake enough

Ido not have enough will power

strong enough

I am not enough person to do this.

In my hour of darkness she was standing next to me singing words of wisdom let it be, let it be.

when I call you

JUST LISTEN.

please.

once apon a time

its never enough to stay still and hope dear.

once upon a time i was not ok,

myboyfriend did coke in my bathroom
then tried to lie about it
and kiss me, where i could taste it.

My parents could not stay in the same room for five minutes
and my dad decided to drink his worries away

adam left for school leaving me alone

my boyfriend tried to put a date rape drug in my drink
his best friend saved me.

I was at a friends brothers house
he tried to rape me.

i was lost.



THAT TIME IS NOT NOW.

please let me forget.
I am NOT who i used to me dont judge me.

1/2

I miss the sound of your voice

i miss you. like alot. it sinks in sometimes that im not going to get very much us tim in the next few years. i am 100% willing to do that so you will have a future.

but I worry.

Alot

all the time.

it sneaks up on me, when i least expect it, I just get sad and the only way to explain it is your not here to cheer me up. everyone else does a good job helping but its not the same, its not you.

be safe my love. beleive in the impossible. be the person you have always wanted to be.

i got your back door.